Spuffure

https://originaltrilogy.com/user/jennis/id/81714

https://originaltrilogy.com/user/kutaer/id/81711

So I looked at Davros’ “redesign”…

Channel72 said:

theprequelsrule said:

This place is a ghost town. Never seen the forums so inactive.

So are most old-school Internet forums where I used to post. All the kids these days are on social media. But at least they’re not on my lawn.

It sucks that the Internet these days is basically just like 3 companies.

Agreed. Something like Discord is NOT a suitable replacement for forums, like at all. Those servers are not only far more cliquey than forums, but also are way too fast paced, often have genuine asshole moderators (quite famously) and are overall rather unpleasant as an alternative to forums. Not to mention predators-in-waiting with anime or furry profile pics.

Discord is best used as a way to chat to friends you already know in real life as an accompaniment while playing a game. It is worst used as a way to talk to strangers on the other side of the world that you’ll never meet in real life about what music you like. Forums were used for that. And REAL LIFE CONVERSATION.

Reddit also is a culprit to the same things, but on a marginally lesser scale.

Also trying to search things on Discord can be a bloody nightmare.

P.S., I know OT.com apparently has a Discord, but that’s not the point I was trying to make.

https://originaltrilogy.com/user/buydumps/id/80492

Superweapon VII said:

Based and Economics-Pilled.

https://www.reddit.com/r/Giraffesdontexist/

I hate 2023, being the worst year I’ve ever had since 2020.

I hate having such a rare mental condition that takes so agonisingly slow to cure.

I hate being told that I can fix it just by socialising more and going outside away from the internet.

I hate my psuedo-depression.

I hate being misunderstood by people as well as my family.

I hate being blame for things I cannot control adequately.

I hate feeling ungrateful by reading the stories of people who have it much worse than me.

I hate the fact I’m able to act so normal yet feel so awful inside.

I hate hating myself every day and having to slowly wait for my treatment to take true positive effect.

I hate the fact I compulsively write things like this on this forum because I feel like I have nowhere to go.

I don’t know whether to post this in the bitching thread or emotion support thread…

Because I’m now trying to meditate, as that’s all I feel like doing after pretty much giving up on my coping mechanisms for my maybe-depression.

And I only stuck around here because I didn’t bother to make an account elsewhere. I think I only posted in a Star Wars related section like ONCE since at least 2019.

I honestly haven’t been a Star Wars fan since 2019. I even made a post about it back in 2018.

https://originaltrilogy.com/user/aquilbrion/id/79129

The whole reason I brought up political confusion (again, I want to keep political discussion a minimum as per the rules) is because I’ve been using politics as a way to cope with anxiety and POSSIBLY depression or at least something very similar to it (I don’t know for sure, a lot of my symptoms are similar to depression but I haven’t been properly diagnosed, so I don’t know for sure and will not outright say I have depression unless proven so. The very sad reality is that my symptoms must be treated very slowly and carefully, unfortunately, I have been proven mostly negative for medication due to the possibility of unwanted negative side effects) and now I’ve turned into a delusional conspirator on the edge of a mental breakdown that constantly flip flops between the left, right, centre, and especially the far right and far left, ad nauseam.

I want to take a break from the internet but ended up with horrible withdrawal symptoms and extreme loneliness (and yes I am actively looking for more real life friends my age).

I am serious, the treatment is EXTREMELY slow and VERY painful, and my family seriously ponders whether or not they should take the risk and give me medication)

So no, I have not ignored any advice on this thread (I have honestly acted out on what SparkySwyer told me to do, with varying success), it’s just that you likely don’t have the full picture of my plight since I choose to keep many things private for my own cyber safety, and as such I do not blame any of you at all for any potential misunderstanding.

IMPORTANT NOTE: My symptoms have recently gotten worse due to the treatment having the “it gets worse before it gets better” principle, and I honestly haven’t felt this rotten since 2020. Unfortunately many things about this are out of my control.

Sorry if this is too political (however it’s really not to start a debate) I said it before, but I really feel like I have no idea who to believe and who not to. The internet has made so many political ideologies present, I don’t know whether or not I should be left or right or centre or something else. Who is right? Who is wrong? Am I a bigot and don’t even know it?

I think I’ve realized what’s happening. It’s not that I’m sad I can’t get laid, it’s that getting laid is one of the only thoughts that makes me feel some kind of pleasure. I am being treated currently, but it’s a slow process. I completely understand self-improvement, but what I have is a legitimate condition that has to be treated. I don’t know if it’s depression, but it could be (I’m not the one to self-diagnose).

Incels who only hate themselves rather than hating others (women in particular) are a thing.

I’m not sure I’m one of them. But I am close.

Since the internet is so big, so polarised, and with so many self-improvement activists with so many different opinions and followers or non-followers…

I have no fucking idea who to root for or believe.

Superweapon VII said:

Spuffure said:

Superweapon VII said:

Fernand said:

Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.

That reminds me. Mr. Beast has such a slappable face.

Same. I liked his old content better. Remember “Worst Intros”?

Never watched a single one of his videos. I only know him from the thumbnails YouTube persistently shoves in my face when I’m not signed in.

Yes. I’ve never watched any of his newer crap.

Fernand said:

Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.

There’s a rule that no matter where you go, NEVER go to the Trending tab. Shudder

Superweapon VII said:

Fernand said:

Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.

That reminds me. Mr. Beast has such a slappable face.

Same. I liked his old content better. Remember “Worst Intros”?

of_Kaiburr_and_Whills said:

I’m only in my twenties but I can’t even keep up with modern slang. (I never used much slang like this in the first place, but still.)

I can’t even keep up with it and I’m only in my late teens.

Monty Python’s the Meaning of Life. At times I found it even more unbearable than Holy Grail. The best segment of the film was by far The Crimson Permanent Assurance. But that wasn’t funny… as much as capital A AWESOME!!! I was even cheering when the business meeting was interrupted by it in the middle of the actual movie. I also felt the actual film came off as quite pretentious at some times. The only remotely funny scenes was the sex ed going too far scene as well as the sergeant scene.

And yes, I wasn’t really grossed out by the Mr. Creosote scene. The liver scene on the other hand…

Let’s just say I’d rather be forced to eat llama spit than have to go through the liver scene again.

Life of Brian is 10 trillion times funnier than Holy Grail.

I agree the Cable Guy is great. For one, it’s relatable, as he’s obsessed with movies and shows like I am. And on the other hand, IT’S JIM MOTHERFUCKIN’ CARREY!

I don’t hate it, but I don’t care much for Uncle Buck. John Candy’s performance really was the only thing that carried this film.

Ferris Bueller was also just OK.

Ferris Bueller’s Day Off.

Good but not great. Jeffrey Jones getting kicked in the face by Jennifer Grey was great, though.

Also, who the hell names their daughter Sloane?