Incels who only hate themselves rather than hating others (women in particular) are a thing.
I’m not sure I’m one of them. But I am close.
Since the internet is so big, so polarised, and with so many self-improvement activists with so many different opinions and followers or non-followers…
I have no fucking idea who to root for or believe.
Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.
That reminds me. Mr. Beast has such a slappable face.
Same. I liked his old content better. Remember “Worst Intros”?
Never watched a single one of his videos. I only know him from the thumbnails YouTube persistently shoves in my face when I’m not signed in.
Yes. I’ve never watched any of his newer crap.
Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.
There’s a rule that no matter where you go, NEVER go to the Trending tab. Shudder
Going on youtube and seeing what crap comes up.
That reminds me. Mr. Beast has such a slappable face.
Same. I liked his old content better. Remember “Worst Intros”?
I’m only in my twenties but I can’t even keep up with modern slang. (I never used much slang like this in the first place, but still.)
I can’t even keep up with it and I’m only in my late teens.
Monty Python’s the Meaning of Life. At times I found it even more unbearable than Holy Grail. The best segment of the film was by far The Crimson Permanent Assurance. But that wasn’t funny… as much as capital A AWESOME!!! I was even cheering when the business meeting was interrupted by it in the middle of the actual movie. I also felt the actual film came off as quite pretentious at some times. The only remotely funny scenes was the sex ed going too far scene as well as the sergeant scene.
And yes, I wasn’t really grossed out by the Mr. Creosote scene. The liver scene on the other hand…
Let’s just say I’d rather be forced to eat llama spit than have to go through the liver scene again.
Life of Brian is 10 trillion times funnier than Holy Grail.
I agree the Cable Guy is great. For one, it’s relatable, as he’s obsessed with movies and shows like I am. And on the other hand, IT’S JIM MOTHERFUCKIN’ CARREY!
I don’t hate it, but I don’t care much for Uncle Buck. John Candy’s performance really was the only thing that carried this film.
Ferris Bueller was also just OK.
Ferris Bueller’s Day Off.
Good but not great. Jeffrey Jones getting kicked in the face by Jennifer Grey was great, though.
Also, who the hell names their daughter Sloane?
I agree with Handman. Honestly, thank you for the advice, SparkySywer. A good kick in the arse. I agree I need to stop posting this and also need to step back and see how far delaying my recovery gets me and basically trying to get babysit by others only gets one so far.
My medication tests are nearly there, and I’m gaining many new friends. I will get there.
I’m also getting involved in yoga, so there’s that going.
A certain post I made somewhere in the Random Thoughts thread could likely be early signs of what was to come when I came back on 2020.
All I can say is, although I removed my original post, it can still be seen as is quoted, and although it was definitely disproportionate and a sad attempt to get attention, nowadays I REALLY DO SOMETIMES FUCKING FEEL LIKE IT, y’know!
I really don’t want to go into any detail or defame any family members, and the memory is hazy, but when I was young, my warped brain may have interpreted some innocuous things some family member did to me in a, let’s just say inappropriate and rather distressing light. I’m certain I wasn’t actually diddled (and I decline to go into any further detail as this is deeply personal, but I certainly did not like it. perhaps my sick sexual preference got modelled after that or predated it.
My sexual fetishes and sex drive are becoming a damned serious problem. I’m still a virgin and haven’t harmed anyone (other than myself), but those goddamn YouTube fetish videos of some goddamn movie scenes started this downward spiral of psuedo-PMO that turned my life to the dogs.
It seems my whole life revolves around SEX right now. I have no fucking direction which seems to have all started from some addiction.
Let’s just hope I don’t hang myself first thing in the motherfucking morning.
Also, I’m struggling real hard to stay off the net with my problems, also…
THE MEDICATION TEST RESULTS STILL HAVEN’T FUCKING COME YET!!!
IT DOESN’T HELP THAT MY FAMILY IS DIVIDED ON THE MATTER!! ONE SIDE WANTS IT, THE OTHER HALF DOESN’T. AND YES, I’VE TALKED.
All the whole my mental health continues to decay…
I seriously don’t know how much longer I can go on like this. Life really is putting me in the shitter.
If there’s a God, he’ll have some serious reparations both for me and others who have suffered throughout history.
But if he’s testing me… Well that’s definitely something different, and a lot better, to leave this post on a positive note.
Fifty-Twenty-Four
Although I’m being tested to medication, the whole procedure will take a while. So I’ve decided it’s best if I stay off here (and I hope much of the internet) for a little bit. The internet’s not helping with my mental health and I need a good break from it.
Fare thee well. At least I hope.
A Hard Days’ Night is honestly one of the most boring movies I have ever seen. I get it was very influential in the development of music videos, but just because something is very influential doesn’t mean it necessarily is enjoyable to most modern viewers.
Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure. It was excellent. Napoleon on a waterslide wasn’t something I thought I’d ever see.
Yes, thank you Superweapon VII for agreeing with me. The sad thing is, I was pressured by a religious group’s books to stop masturbation. Yet…I felt so happy abstaining…
