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Possessed

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Join date
2-Jan-2009
Last activity
19-Oct-2018
Posts
9,447

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#1192249
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What do you look like?
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DominicCobb said:

coffee needs to shave too, so you’re not alone.

This, but I wasn’t brave enough to be the first to say it and sound rude. Coffee definitely would look better without the stache.

No offense, some men aren’t meant for facial hair. Myself included, well into my twenties and I stay clean shaven because my facial hair is awful. Very patchy and uneven. Also not thick enough.

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#1191950
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The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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Man I miss drinking. Having something to look forward to, having a barrier between me and the world, protected from things that hurt. Being able to ignore my inner feelings and just be okay for a few hours instead of being constantly depressed with no respite like now. I still have pot but despite the stereotypes doesn’t really offer the same emotional distance or apathy. If anything for me it makes me feel everything more intensely, which can be a double edged sword. It helps deal with some issues by making me confront them which is nice, and also of course makes fun activities more fun, but man are the down times rough. I’m way off track now, but I really miss the numbness of drinking. And I really miss my girlfriend. It’s highly possible we’ll be able to get back together again in the future (Its a very unique and specific circumstance I don’t want to get into on here), and I really hope so because God do I love her, but I also don’t really want to believe we will just because it’s unhealthy to live that way and will only make it harder if we don’t. I wish I could just have a drink and not think about it for a while. Instead I have a smoke and got fixated on thinking about it. But now I do feel somewhat better and feel like doing something more fun and it’s not making me sick, so I guess it’s got that going for it over alcohol.

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#1191841
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If you need to B*tch about something... this is the place
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I don’t particularly care for smiling on demand either. If somebody tells me to “give them a smile” I almost always say no unless it’s an old lady or something, sometimes even followed by “I don’t smile on demand” if it’s a naggy person that I don’t like. But if someone just says “you should smile more”, like a general statement, that doesn’t bother me so much and makes me actually contemplate it.