Possessed

My workplace is using the Star Wars blu rays to showcase their 4k TV's at the moment.  In the words of suburban teenage girls, I just can't even.  I pointed out the flaws of this plan to them, but they said it was more for the spirit of the new star wars movie coming out soon than to show off the TV. I proceeded to punish them by quoting every line perfectly as they came up until I had to be elsewhere.

Oh well, at least the only ones they are showing is ANH and ESB.  No prequels, and I haven't even seen them play ROTJ yet.

Not my favorite kind of hole, I must admit.

Yeah but the *really* old laughs are even crazier.  But I guess you could always have him do it again in EP3 when he fights palps.

Perhaps after Anakin turns to the dark side and onward, you could have him periodically do the really really old Daffy Duck laugh at random moments? Or anywhere else really, it just needs to be used.

Nope, stay instead.

This may come as a slight surprise to you, but if you leave we won't be any quicker in responding to you.

And hey, yeah, if you could just go ahead and not bring up things from the emotional support thread in other threads, well that'd just be fantastic, mkay? Mkay.

Meh.  I just played through the entirety of the original Paper Mario, not going to play through it again any time soon.  Perhaps next playthrough I'll try that.  For now I'm playing Super Paper Mario for the Wii (which I actually like alot), and after that I'm going to play TTYD, which I love.

Thanks, Ric.  That means alot.

I can't afford counseling, at least not now.  Maybe when my raises and benefits all fully kick in (don't ask me why it's on a time table)  And actually I'm part of management now, it would be extremely inconvenient for anybody to go a step higher than me and I really don't see them doing that, because they really need me in that place.  (not being egotistically, they really truly do).  I am confident that nobody will go over my head and do something like that.  I could see them possibly getting together and asking me to go, but I really don't see them *making* me.  For one reason, they aren't stupid.  They need me and they know I need them, they aren't going to do something that would force me to be cut off from them.  I may indeed go to rehab at some point, but not so soon after getting promoted into management.

darth_ender said:

I agree with Warbler. However, since you are not planning on listening at present, please, if you feel yourself starting to slip into suicidal thinking, immediately go to the hospital. If you were injured in an accident, you wouldn't think twice about spending a few days in recovery. Suicidality is no less an emergency than a critical injury, and I'm sure your job would understand. We'll never get that cut of ROTJ if you don't get help ;) 

 Okay, what you guys are saying about me taking time off of work makes sense.  It really does.  But something you are failing to include in your calculations (not a criticism or anything, really I do appreciate the thoughts) is that I need my coworkers.  They are my best friends, they are my family.  They care about me on a personal level that goes beyond work.  It's not just the one lady I was talking about earlier, I'm close to a number of them as well.  Many of them know about my substance problems, many of them know about my depression problems, a few even know about both.  Only one (the lady) knows about my suicide attempt, and suffice it to say she is not happy about it.  (Not that she punishes me or tried to make me feel bad about it) She ended up in tears and asking me why I didn't call her.  I need people like that in my life, if I lose this job I lose my family.  (Because the part that is my family isn't the part that would be making the decision to fire me so I can't depend on them to help me get time off)

Yeah well I kinda need a job to live buddy.  Most leading experts recommend you eat to stay alive.  Also there's rent.  Not to mention that the people at my job are my friends and family, and without them I would arguably be worse off than I am now.

Thank you for the kind words Praetor, Trident, Chew, Fan, Twist, Warb, Dom, and Andrew.  (haha, get it?)  Unfortunately I can't take any time off of work.  I will probably just spend more time with my music.