Possessed

I want to drink so bad right now. It’s not physical symptoms anymore (although I think my blood pressure is still high) but there is some really corrupt and shady shit going on at my workplace. My best friend is being fucked out of her job. It’s becoming so corrupt I’m scared to go to work every day. I just want a cold beer and to cry my eyes out so bad. Honestly the only reason I don’t is because I think my friends will leave me if I don’t and I don’t want my last six months to be alone. (That’s the timeline the doctors gave me if I didn’t quit)

So, Star Wars, eh?

generalfrevious said:

Suicide is the only option for me now. Someone, please listen to me and help.

Judging by your posts in the politics thread, I’m going to take a liberty and assume this thought has something to do with the election. Well don’t give in man. Don’t let hate and fear win. Stay alive and fight, prove you’re better and stronger. Show they don’t have the power to destroy your life.

Jetrell Fo said:

All I can say about the direction of this thread is … forum karma.

😃

I genuinely don’t understand what you mean by this. And I’m sure I’ll regret this, but do explain.

Thank you for your meaningful contribution.

It’s not as meaningful as mine though.

Yeah what we need is one thread dedicated to discussing politics. We could call it “Politics”.

This has been the worst day I’ve had in years, and it honestly has nothing to do with my recent alcohol cessation or week long stay in a psych ward/detox clinic.

And look how you turned out! =P

I’ve been told to always answer ‘Jesus’ in instances like this.

Did he get promoted? Thought he was just a servant.

ray_afraid said:

You got me! I saw you were the last reply in the thread and thought "Uh oh…"
Bastard. 😉

Haha, exactly what I was going for

Warbler said:

die Mini-Fos die!

Love it.

This is going to become a war of attrition.

Haha, just trying to scare you guys that are paying attention. Yes, it is mean of me. =)

It’s a joke that’s told here pretty regularly.

He’s saying you wants teh nudes so you probably watch anime. I give it a 6.5/10.

I’m sorry I haven’t been posting much lately. For one I couldn’t post for a week while I was in detox. I got out a few days ago and I guess I just have been still adjusting to live my life without alcohol so I haven’t felt like using the internet much except to get in touch with people in my real life. But to anybody here who has missed me have no fear, this isn’t a permanent state of affairs I have no desire to leave this forum I’ll be back to posting normally once I get settled.

TV’s Frink said:

Good to hear from you, Possessed.

Thanks. This is day 6 without a drink for me. It’s been an emotional roller coaster. Physical withdrawals haven’t been terrible surprisingly. I feel totally different and off but it’s something I’ll have to adjust to. According to my blood work my liver would have started shutting down in about six months. Being only 22 and drinking for only 2 years or so this was quite alarming. Guess it shows how extreme the last few years have been.

I just got released from alcohol detox. Apparently I had a foot in the grave already. I couldn’t use internet while there so if anybody’s missed me I was there. I’ll post more tonight w

I’m here now. I’m allowed to have my phone so I should be posting just the same.

Thanks bud. I’m waiting on her to come pick me up.I’m totally freaking out.

I’m going to a psych ward. Ironically she’s taking me.I haven’t the heart to tell her she’s a big reason I have to go. Well not her, but my reaction to her.

Quite unable.

Being in love with my best friend of at least 2 years.

I can’t keep living with this pain.