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#1054706
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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Today at work she was extremely apologetic and distraught and obviously felt terrible. She had mixed large doses of alcohol and taken double her dose of mood meds and she lost control. She didn’t even remember half the shit she said. I guess it all started because some of the cashiers were making fun of her for being a cougar (referring to how close we are with her being 17 years or so older than me, but I’m only 23 so it’s not like she’s an old lady) and when she got in that state all the sudden she retroactively got mad about it and for some reason lost the comprehension that they were just teasing and that nobody actually has malicious intent about it and because she was so out of her mind just started spouting ridiculous shit about her irrational feelings on it. Considering how she’s unwaveringly been there for me for three years, especially when I went through detox, I reluctantly told her I would forgive her and pretend it didn’t happen if she would quit drinking. She agreed. (somewhat hypocritical of me, but I never told anybody I wished they were dead when I got drunk)

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#1054293
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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All the store managers around me said they knew of me from other upper management types that sortof float from store to store and they said they would take me immediately if they had the position open but they can’t force somebody out to take me (Which I completely understand) but the moment one of them quits or gets in trouble I could come. So I could be stuck for a while. She texted me this morning and apologized for the things she said but didn’t really offer any explanation or any hope of continuing the friendship. She said she was going to put in her two weeks notice tomorrow and quit so that may give me a little relief until I can leave but everything in there will remind me if her and torment me.

I’ve been through so much with her I almost can’t even see myself going forward without her. I mean obviously it won’t physically kill me but I just can’t see me being me. I know that won’t last forever but the last time I went through something like this it was damn near the end of me and this is way worse than that.

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#1054082
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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I don’t know what the hell is going on, but my best friend (and very immediate coworker) of 3 years or so I guess mixed meds with alcohol and said tho most shocking and disturbing things to me yesterday. The day before she texted me out of nowhere and told me to leave her alone and that we weren’t friends. Hurtful but whatever, I put in a transfer request because we work closely together. But then yesterday out of nowhere (and without a history of doing or saying anything out of sorts) she texts me repeatedly just to tell me she hates me, she wishes I was dead, to go kill myself, she wishes she could be the one to kill me, etc. I’m never going back into that place again. I’m going to go to all the nearby Wal-Mart’s and try to get an emergency transfer because I’m just not in a mental state to work with somebody I loved whose going to be so hostile to me for seemingly no reason than I can deduce. I know it was the meds mixed with alcohol talking but still she’s clearly changed her tune on me for whatever reason. The sad thing is I have the messages saved and could easily get her fired but I’m too nice and would rather ruin my life and potentially lose my job if I can’t get an immediate transfer because I’m never working with her again. I could easily ruin her for texting that but instead I’m potentially ruining myself to get away and let her be okay, because that’s just the terrible death deserving monster I am I guess.

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#1053048
Topic
4K restoration on Star Wars
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digitalfreaknyc said:

nickyd47 said:

digitalfreaknyc said:

nickyd47 said:
Most likely a private screening in her own theater. Which version? Probably the Special Edition. Unless she’s a film collector and has an original print

Maybe…but I doubt it. A hunch tells me Cher wouldn’t post about this if she had control over it.

So you think she saw this at some theater somewhere? And you think it’s the OOT?

It’s one possibility.

As I said elsewhere…either:

  1. She or someone she knows has a 35mm print.

  2. She was watching a public showing of a new print which may or may not be the OUT.

Look at the things she usually posts about - they’re all very, very political. If she decided to throw on a blu-ray in her own home theater, I don’t think it would warrant a tweet. That makes me think it was “an event.”

Lol the fact that she said the special effects are old practically points to the special edition as those have aged worse than the originals