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Possessed

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19-Oct-2018
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#1166358
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
Time

darth_ender said:

Please be careful. The biggest risk is seizures. If the symptoms get worse, go back to the hospital. Hang in there, my friend!

I’m not really having any symptoms now. I believe smoking pot has drastically eased withdrawals, and the internet seems to agree with me on that. I’m still not going back to work until Tuesday just to be safe though because my blood pressure was still quite high last time it was taken two days ago and I want to make totally sure my system is back to normal when i go back as my job is quite stressful.

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#1166069
Topic
If you need to B*tch about something... this is the place
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Warbler said:

Possessed said:

Warbler said:

TV’s Frink said:

Warbler said:

suspiciouscoffee said:

suspiciouscoffee said:

Anyway, time for my own botching. Rumor has it Brian Michael Bendis is taking over both Superman titles after he moves from Marvel to DC sometime after Action #1000. If that’s true, ugh.

*sigh*

If I can’t sigh, no one else should be doing so either.

You can.

Pretty sure no one wants me to.

I honestly wouldn’t mind as long as it was in moderation. Consistently in moderation. Yes for the most part you were fine with it, but occasionally you would go off the deep end and abuse it for a short period of time and it was very annoying, and that caused the annoyance to stay in our minds even when you were using it reasonably. Now that you haven’t been doing it for such a long time the annoyance has faded, for me at least, and as long as you weren’t doing it very often it wouldn’t bother me and it did bother me before.

I tried cutting down the amount and even that wasn’t enough.

Okay so this proves you read at least one whole sentence in my post, now try the rest.

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#1166052
Topic
If you need to B*tch about something... this is the place
Time

Warbler said:

TV’s Frink said:

Warbler said:

suspiciouscoffee said:

suspiciouscoffee said:

Anyway, time for my own botching. Rumor has it Brian Michael Bendis is taking over both Superman titles after he moves from Marvel to DC sometime after Action #1000. If that’s true, ugh.

*sigh*

If I can’t sigh, no one else should be doing so either.

You can.

Pretty sure no one wants me to.

I honestly wouldn’t mind as long as it was in moderation. Consistently in moderation. Yes for the most part you were fine with it, but occasionally you would go off the deep end and abuse it for a short period of time and it was very annoying, and that caused the annoyance to stay in our minds even when you were using it reasonably. Now that you haven’t been doing it for such a long time the annoyance has faded, for me at least, and as long as you weren’t doing it very often it wouldn’t bother me and it did bother me before.

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#1165996
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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I’m just going to try and go through it at home. I’m already about 36 hours in and from what im given to understand that’s about the halfway point. I obviously don’t feel good but it feels manageable. My body is sore and I’m nervous and just slightly nauseous but that’s about it. I’m not really getting tremors or anything like that, which is surprising but I didn’t last time either. Maybe I’m just lucky and my body doesn’t get super hooked on the stuff and it’s just my mind. My blood and urine tests all came back great. They said I was actually very healthy, I was like you better check again lol. Even my liver came back good. I wanted to be admitted to the hospital for safety reasons but they wouldn’t they said I didn’t need it. I hope they are right.

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#1165722
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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This is so ****** I can’t even get any place to take me the hospital wouldn’t do the detox after keeping me for 5 hours they sent me away none of the other detox places that I’ve found will take me either because they don’t take our insurance or “my symptoms aren’t bad enough”. Like wut I can’t help that I’m tough lol I still don’t feel safe I feel like I could explode I can’t help that that I’m not vomiting all over the walls or shaking so bad i can’t walk. My blood pressure was higher than charlie sheen on an average Tuesday I feel like that should be cause enough it was in the danger zone. Every other place wants to lock me up for like a month and I really hope it doesn’t come to that that’s extreme. But i guess if it has to it has to.

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#1165391
Topic
The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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I just ate for the first time in like 3 days. I basically live in Gin. Seriously. I drink before work, at work, lunch, after work, all night. It’s my life. I’ve done this before and the withdrawals actually weren’t super bad for me. Probably because I never have a ton in my system at one point in time, it’s usually just 2 or 3 drinks at a time but I’m just mentally and physically addicted to having those 3 drinks in my system. Hopefully luck will be with me and I won’t have withdrawals, which I didn’t last time and I was drinking more at that time. But my girlfriend unexpectedly broke up with me and it was serious to the point that I was thinking of her daughter as my step daughter and she’s being so cruel about it to the point that I have yet to even get an explanation, when things were peachy keen the last time we spoke and it’s just sent me over the edge to where I have to make a change and do something with this pain or I will kill myself and quitting booze seems a good place to start.