Hi folks. It’s been a difficult time. I moved into just in time to be snowed in. (up to my knee) So nobody would deliver the items of furniture I needed or come to assist me fix items to walls which seriously slowed down my progress unboxing. All the while my mental health has been in flux and my work has suffered for it. A co-worker I’ve grown quite fond of is leaving and blurrrrrrrrgh! So I’ve not visited for a while. I thought I’d pop in to say hello.
The flat is now a home with only a few boxes tucked away upstairs which I will work on at my leisure.
I need to find another job as I’m finding my current one unworkable because of the distance, the hours and the fact I have to commute back to a place I associate with a lot of upset.
My tics have at times been very bad and the wonders of anxiety attacks and general anxiety have raised their heads again after a rather long pause.
Moving has been very expensive. I have almost completely wiped out my savings so add financial worries to the mix and stir but this place is amazing.
It is the most amazing flat anyone has ever lived in…ever. And I live here and I’m not being shouted at, not being ‘sent to my room’. I don’t have to suffer conspiracy theory videos 24/7 I can have booze in the house and not worry about it vanishing overnight. I can have friends and neighbour pass my threshold.
So it’s not all bad.
In fact today I’m feeling a bit optimistic. It will pass but enjoying it while it lasts 😄