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#922286
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The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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I know it’s not glamorous. I wasn’t totally serious with that first sentence about myself. I know you don’t need a lecture on the consequences of alcohol abuse, but I implore you to take some kind of action immediately. It may not mean much coming from someone you don’t know, but I would hate for a time to come where I never see your posts again.

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#922281
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Ramblings of the Mad
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I recently imagined how my family would react if I somehow got a knife stuck through my hand at Easter dinner but had absolutely no expression of pain on my face when it happened, and just looked at it with no real excitement.

I also had to sit through a presentation recently and I couldn’t stop picturing the speaker just stopping mid-speech and eating his note cards. LOL! I didn’t realize quite how insanely absurd that seems until I typed it out.

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#922100
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Ramblings of the Mad
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I’ve been preoccupied with it but it certainly has not hindered my career or life beyond keeping me up. I also am not angry or bitter about it, but rather am just pondering it.

Sorry to disappoint you TV’s, but this wasn’t meant to be a plea for consolation so much as just a thread to share bizarre considerations.

Post Praetorian said:
Indeed it would equally certainly affect one physically as well inasmuch as it might cause one’s heart to speed up or slow down and create a strong desire to, perhaps…dance. I am not certain if this is to what you were referring…?

Oh yeah, I dance, I just dance like I’m having a seizure. The only way I know how! 😉

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#921981
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Ramblings of the Mad
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Since I have so many insane thoughts flowing through my brain at any given moment, I thought I should start a thread for people like me to share thoughts that cannot fairly be called random, but are mostly just wild and (arguably) crazy.

Recently I had another weird hallucination in the early hours of the morning. It was mostly just ghostly apparitions and haunting music in my ears… Very strange, but the stranger thing is that it felt very real, and I’m not sure how to react to that.

Lately I’ve been extremely preoccupied with thoughts of the past, so much so that I’m forgetting the future. I’m always thinking about how I would redo the past events I failed that resulted in tragic disaster. Not only that but just thoughts of the past in general: school, old jobs, previous hopes, and old friends of yesteryear now long dead. Maybe it’s just a natural part of progressing through adulthood yet I’d rather not dwell, but I can’t help it.

Another thing I have noticed is that while I do not believe the people who say rock music has evil powers (and other such nonsense) I do think that music has the potential to amplify insanity, as when I’m hearing some of my favorite, rockin’ music I tend to be at my most uncontrollable mentally and physically. Just a thought though, I’m not sure if anyone else here experiences that.