Warbler

WHAT. A. GAME.

and game 7 in extra innings goes into rain delay!

and game 7 goes into extra innings!

and we go into the 9th inning of game 7, tied!

TV’s Frink said:

So far it has been a war of lackofattention.

The MiniFo leader, _ender, has been neglecting his duty to, you know, lead and stuff.

or . . . maybe my attack did more damage than I thought.

The series is tied. We go to game 7.

Bingowings said:

I have no idea what this thread does. But here it is Merry Christmas.

huh?

sorry Frink.

and Cubs lost again. It doesn’t look good for them. They have to win 3 straight(with two of them in Cleveland).

glad to hear you are getting better, keep up the good work. I’ll be praying.

generalfrevious said:

My uncle died today from colon cancer.

Very sorry to hear this, generalfrevious. You have my sympathies.

Sorry Sir.

I took this:

TV’s Frink said:

OP updated. We are going to knock ender’s sad army into next week.

to mean we were free to attack the enemy.

Sir, I have attacked the enemy!

die Mini-Fos die!

Tyrphanax said:

Good post, Bingo.

And strength and good wishes to both MikeO and Possessed. Hang in there guys and keep fighting. You can do this.

Ditto!

Well, the Cubs won’t win it in Wrigley.

Is there a thread somewhere where we can discuss this update and find out info on it?

Mike O said:

My dad lost his job again. So that’s great news. I’ll do what I can to help pay for what I can. I work full time and my parents
Should’ve kicked me out long ago, I hope I’ll at least be useful.

As for me, yesterday, I slept until 4:00 and today I had an anxiety attack at work today so bad I thought that I’d have a heart attack. I had to duck into the men’s room. Luckily, no one noticed. My family and friends are starting to get really concerned. I don’t know what the fuck to do, try ANOTHER therapist? I’m at the end of my rope with this shit. I’m sick of fighting. I’m sick of hurting. For a guy who was a best mildly religious months ago, this crisis of faith is rapidly starting to mutate into something that’s consuming me in ways that I really don’t know how much longer I can deal with. Between the videos and the obsessiveness, I really think I might go nuts. What in God’s name is happening to me?!

I kind of wish I could just stay asleep. That’s a horrible thing to say, but it’s the one way for me to be free unless there were some way to erase memories. I think I’m going to maybe have to accept my loss of faith and that I’m broken enough spiritually that I’ll simply never be the same again. It’s horrible, but I’m beginning to have to think I’m going to live with it from now on, because I guess there simply isn’t another choice. I guess I’ll have to weather my loss and hope that God is somewhere out there in the universe, He can provide for me a bit to help stabilize it again. I guess I’m going to have to face up to that. I don’t want to and I don’t know how, but I just don’t know what else to do. I wish I could go back to a scant few months ago when I was comfortable with my beliefs, but I guess that’s gone. Fuck. I don’t know. I’m sick of hurting and doubting and being anxious and afraid. I’m sick of it all. I wish I could just stay asleep.

Mike, I don’t know what to say except, to keep on trying, keep on fighting. Suicide is not the answer. You will be in my thoughts and prayers.

I hereby check in.

Jay said:

Even for Off Topic, this is shitty.

Banned.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gr82dZpCr48

Jetrell Fo said:

I also didn’t see him asking for any assistance from you either.

But I don’t mind it.

Bingowings said:

Jetrell Fo said:

http://originaltrilogy.com/topic/The-TVs-Frink-verses-Jetrell-Fo/id/51162/page/1

Fuck you warbler, fuck you. Where were your religious commitments when you created that thread? Maybe Methodists don’t have any, I don’t know.

I can’t believe I’m saying that but tonight was the first time I saw the linked thread. I don’t know what else to say except that I think he’s a coward and a creep for creating such a thread.

JEDIT:

I’m pretty sure Warb can do without that level if hyperbole at the moment. The thread was started before recent developments in his life. Calm down and back off.

One thing I will not do, is use that development to excuse any bad behavior here on my part.

Jetrell Fo said:

http://originaltrilogy.com/topic/The-TVs-Frink-verses-Jetrell-Fo/id/51162/page/1

Fuck you warbler, fuck you. Where were your religious commitments when you created that thread?

I am not sure how the creation of that thread violates my religious beliefs. But I will admit that I am not a perfect Christian, or maybe even good example of what a Christian should be.

Maybe Methodists don’t have any, I don’t know.

Methodists do have religious commitments. It would be unwise to judge the whole group by what I do.

I can’t believe I’m saying that but tonight was the first time I saw the linked thread. I don’t know what else to say except that I think he’s a coward and a creep for creating such a thread.

I am sorry that you are offended by the thread. I didn’t mean to hurt you or Frink. I just wanted the bickering out of the politics thread. I am not sure creating the thread makes me a coward or a creep.

Bingowings said:

In response to graveyard visits. Our loved ones are as much in their graves, urns and niches as our feet are in the sock drawer.

Turn, but it is where his body is.

It’s a good place of focus. I like to talk to my dad’s stone but he isn’t in there he’s in my head all the time. I can imagine his reactions to things he would never of seen during his lifetime. I hear his humour. I can sense what he approves of and what he doesn’t.

Yes, I’ve started to imagine his reactions to this and that. He is in my head as well. Nonetheless, I do like to visit the graves of family no longer with us. I like to show respect there and remember them and leave flowers. My Great Grandfather died before I was born. I think he died before my father was born. But my father remembered going there with my Grandfather and cleaning it up leaving flowers. Years later when Grandfather died, my Dad resumed going to Great Grandfather’s grave and cleaning it up and leaving flowers. He took my brother and I with him. Been doing it once a year since we were kids. My brother stopped going, but I kept going with my father. Now I will take up the task. This year will be very difficult. I know only his body is there, but there is just something about it.

If anything death has brought us closer but it takes time to adjust to the new kind of relationship.

yeah, it is going to take a long time for me to adjust to this.

It was the anniversary of his death day last week so he has been in my thoughts more than usual recently and he too had to go through Cancer. It’s not a winning idea.

You have my sympathies, Bingo. Cancer is a horrible thing.

I know the anniversary of my father death(it is still so surreal to me to be writing that), will be very difficult.

Possessed said:

I’m going to a psych ward. Ironically she’s taking me.I haven’t the heart to tell her she’s a big reason I have to go. Well not her, but my reaction to her.

Sorry to hear this, Possessed. But I do hope you get the help you need from the psych ward. Believe it or not, I do know what it is like to have feelings for someone whom you can’t pursue a relationship with. You will be in my prayers.