Trident

Leonardo said:

Trident said:

Leonardo said:

Wasn’t there a thread for people that randomly disappear and then come back for a while?
Anyway hello folks, I disappeared and came back! Popped in to say hi, what did I miss?

Hey buddy! Welcome back to the land of trolls and stuff. 😉

We’ve been having a love-fest in the politics thread. And I had a bit of a near-meltdown experience in the Emotional Support thread. But other than that nothing new. And maybe even with those things nothing’s new hey?

How’s it going with you? Any tales from your travels in the great beyond?

I’m constantly busy with a job that so far has no reward, monetary or otherwise. Mostly because even if I am doing fine the rest of the time, I tend to get stuck on my mistakes, my brain won’t move on quick enough from them.
I feel like every day of the week is running slightly ahead of me and I can’t catch up. Sometimes I just wanna stop.

Well I’m glad you’re busy. I mean it can be a bit of a ride. I know what it’s like to hit the ground running each day. I just hope you’re on a path up. Something that pays no dividends of any kind’s got to burn you up in time. So I hope at least the experience is keeping you healthy and aware. And I’m hoping the momentum it’s giving you brings you somewhere hopeful.

Peace Leo.

-Trident

Double post

Leonardo said:

Wasn’t there a thread for people that randomly disappear and then come back for a while?
Anyway hello folks, I disappeared and came back! Popped in to say hi, what did I miss?

Hey buddy! Welcome back to the land of trolls and stuff. 😉

We’ve been having a love-fest in the politics thread. And I had a bit of a near-meltdown experience in the Emotional Support thread. But other than that nothing new. And maybe even with those things nothing’s new hey?

How’s it going with you? Any tales from your travels in the great beyond?

Thanks guys. Especially for the prayers. I think they helped. Because I accidentally hit my link to my PMs on the other site and read that she’s promised she won’t kill herself. That it was just a lot of frustration coming out about what she’s going through. But just the same I’m glad enough to have gotten the ball rolling towards her on that anyway. I don’t want her to feel like she’d ever be ignored if she did call out in need. I’m glad she’s Ok for now. But man. It was a bit of a rough trip. And graphic.

I don’t know where we’ll land next. I’ll keep you all posted though. But I’m pretty relieved it wasn’t as far along as it looked.

Anyway. That’s where it’s at for now.

Peace guys. Thanks for the support. I was sort of climbing the walls with this.

-Trident

I know Warb. I know. I just don’t want to know what happens next. I’ve stopped going to that other site. I almost sent a message to the admin. I feel like I’m failing no matter what way I face in this. I tried to talk to her yesterday and I just ended up breaking down. I didn’t get the first thing said that I wanted to. I just ended up telling her to go get help. That I couldn’t help her. That I couldn’t even be there for her.

I’m a bit of a case. So I was no one she should’ve been leaning on anyway. But now of course I just feel like I’ve abandoned her instead of helping. It’s just I can’t do it again.

Thanks though. I’m glad you guys are here to give me a hand here. Especially when I get this way.

Peace Warbler.

-Trident

Thanks Ryan.

And you guys? Thanks so much.

She’s my girl Friday. She’s my pal. Has been for a bit now. But I’ve lost my mind with this.

You have to understand. I’ve lost 3 friends to suicide. One of them my sweet sweet girl. Tomorrow’s the anniversary of the cause. I was the cause. I was. So this is poison to me. To deal with this again is acid in my eyes. And she knew that. This is why I can’t even start up this hill. I’m coming undone with this. So I’ll do what I can. But honestly? I tried. I tried before. I’ve failed every time.

Peace guys.

-Trident

LOL

Thanks for the advice guys. I mean I needed to hear the obvious. I was just in shock. I still am I guess. Because she’s never been like that before. But I’ll see what I can figure out.

Peace guys.

-Trident

Lord Haseo said:

Trident said:

I have a friend who wants to kill herself. In a very violent way. And I can’t seem to talk her out of it.

Why does she want to do this?

Because she passionately hates her life choices. She hates what she’s done in the past. And she hates who she is now. She wants her death to be violent so it’ll make up for her violent wants. It’s a tough thing to read a friend pour out. I mean it’s dark as fuck.

I don’t know.

Edit: This is someone I spend a lot of time talking to on another site.

Well that’s great to hear! Good on you man!

I have a friend who wants to kill herself. In a very violent way. And I can’t seem to talk her out of it.

It really would be funny if that happened. But I’ve sort of got a feeling.

Warbler said:

Possessed said:

Congratulations and salutations!

ditto!

Ah, tritto?

That’s true. Lot of shows make the girl out to be useless.

Maybe that. Yeah.

Probably.

Ray Afraid’s cool.

And now I’m picturing him chopping behind a guy with scissors. So even better.

😃

Handman said:

I want to say something nice, and I read through this whole thread, which started out wonderful but quickly went off the rails. I used to laugh at Frink’s jokes, but I feel like the longer I’ve been here the angrier they become.

I want to thank Trident for being able to find something nice to say about everyone, Harmy, Mike Verta, and yes, -1, and everyone who assisted them for their efforts in preserving the Star Wars Trilogy. To poita for preserving other films at his own expense. And, to Silverwook and Jay for maintaining order here, most of the time 😛

Anyway, that’s my contribution.

Thanks man. Thanks for that. 😃

http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/entertainment/english/hollywood/news/Ghostbusters-3-is-the-most-disliked-trailer-on-YouTube/articleshow/52054089.cms

I guess I’m late to this party. But I’m trying to figure out why I don’t like the idea of it. I mean really. Because given the choice? I’d probably rather watch a show with all women than one with all men.

Maybe it’s just because I’m tired of good shows getting re-papered.

Or maybe it’s because it’s sort of less realistic that 4 women would get together and open that kind of business. So it puts a guy a bit far out on the branch even just to start.

Or maybe it’s because a guy suspects there’s an affirmative action push in there somewhere. That guys are going to be made out as morons to make the ladies really shine.

I don’t know. Hopefully it’s not because it’s just different? I really hope it’s not just that. Like I’m some kind of brainwashed zombie.

I mean is anyone here looking forward to this?

I think this is partly push-back and partly acting to a label. I think if he’s treated with respect he’ll give back the same way.

I like him on his own just fine.

Tom Sawyer - Rush

I like Darth Lucas for defending Depeche Mode.

Thanks Bingo. I just wanted to give a warning. I felt it coming on this morning. But so far I’ve been able to fight it off. So maybe not too bad this time? I don’t know. But the shot’s been fired just the same.

I’m starting to come unglued again guys. So if I act up a bit just ignore me. I sort of know why this is happening. I guess it’s my punishment in a way. But knowing why isn’t the same as knowing how to shut it down.

So like I said. Remember who I am. Don’t get confused if I go sideways for the next week or so.

Don’t give up on me.

But don’t take any shit from me either.

Peace guys.

-Trident

HotRod said:

Wow…a whole thread of ball sucking!!

Let’s see. Ok. Got it.

I like Hotrod best when he’s away. 😃

I’d like the 5th Wave. If I see anything at all.