Made the fatal mistake of clicking on off topic forum over at DVD Talk, wandered into a blazing theological discussion. Didn’t participate personally, but it was ugly. And some of the stuff in it really kicked a comorbidity between my OCD, Aspergers, anxiety, and depression, causing me to have 72 hour+ panic attack off and on, repeating things I read over and over and over in my head in some kind of nightmarish OCD loop. Can’t get my head to stop buzzing, it’s driving me nuts, like some sort of OCD loop. So yeah, apparently with the depression’s return, the anxiety has made a rather unwelcome return with it. I’ve heard everything everyone has said there at least a dozen times, there and elsewhere, so I cannot for the life of me figure out what set me off. Fuck this shit. I have to work in 5 minutes. It’s hard to function with it. Why did I keep going back to it when I knew it would upset me, and why did it upset my when I’ve heard everything everyone has said 1,000 times before? I don’t need this shit, I have to work 8 hours. I want my fucking buzzing head to stop.