RicOlie_2 said:
Trooperman said:
RicOlie_2 said:
All the above.
I'll be praying for you DrCrow.
And me too.
No, I will not be praying for you.
Ha ha.
Episode II: Shroud of the Dark Side
“Back when we made Star Wars, we just couldn’t make Palpatine as evil as we intended. Now, thanks to the miracles of technology, it is finally possible. Finally, I’ve created the movies that I originally imagined.” -George Lucas on the 2007 Extra Extra Special HD-DVD Edition
Thanks guys. I was at a real low point yesterday, but I am feeling better now and I am in a government program that helps find jobs for people like me, it's just takes about six months to go through the program. So there is hope.
I just had a real rough time yesterday. Depression is no fun at all.
Thanks for your support.
Glad you're feeling better. You had me scared. Good luck with the government program.
Yeah thanks.
Sorry about the scare. I hate the mood swings that come with depression, they are no fun.
So...... since I've started to bring my relationship stuffs onto this forum via this thread(direct link to what I'm talking about). Well yeah some other stuff has happened in that department but I don't really need emotional support for it. In a way I guess I thought you guys might be interested in it now.... And what happened seems most appropriate for this thread so, yeah, here goes.
So I have moved on from that other guy that I was talking about in that other post..... In fact I've got at least two guys that could turn into potential relationships. So that said someone else decided that it would be a good idea to try to turn me and one of those potential guys against each other. So this is gonna be hard to explain without names but I probably shouldn't use their actual names here. So Potential love interest guy is going to be named Kevin. The other someone else guy is going to be named Lowguy.
So Kevin and I had started getting things going. Like we'd talk about things like our interests, hobbies. We'd get into like cutesy names for one another. Stuff like that. Then Lowguy tells me that Kevin told him in private that he doesn't actually find me attractive at all. Meanwhile, rather openly, he would say that I'm cute, or pretty, and stuff like that. Now I'm not vain in my appearance but I don't like lies. Lowguy was rather drunk at the time tho so I asked him to reconfirm what Kevin said when he was sober. He did and apparently at that time Kevin had said those things. That I wasn't attractive at all.
Well yeah needless to say this made me feel put off at even trying to start a relationship with Kevin. Well turns out Lowguy was telling Kevin in private that I had said some hurtful things about Kevin's appearance too. Things I never said and wouldn't say.
Then Lowguy made a huge fuck up and went to me being all "did you tell Kevin that I told you what he said!?" Now this was a huge fuck up because I hadn't told him anything about that yet. Complexities shortened we found out the truth, that for whatever reason Lowguy had decided to try to get us to turn on each other. It's like why dude, why?
So yeah all that shit happened to me just as I was starting to move on from the other guy that randomly started being a jerk to me. . . 
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Is lowguy still in high school? Because it sounds like he's on that high school bullshit that goes around
Lowguy's 23. Kevin's 19. And to get everyone's ages out of the way I'm 26 and the second guy I'm interested in other than Kevin is 23 years old.Possessed said:
Is lowguy still in high school? Because it sounds like he's on that high school bullshit that goes around
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That's all well and good, I'm just saying lowguy's behavior sounds like something of a high schooler. 23's definitely too old for that shit. Good luck to ya, I recommend a nice slab of dry ice right to the testicle for Lowguy. (just one... I'm not a complete animal)
Also, off topic, but everytime you say Lowguy I picture a new variant of shy guys in Super Mario. :P
Yes I completely agree.Possessed said:
23's definitely too old for that shit.
Thank you for the good luck. LOL yeah if only eh?Possessed said:
Good luck to ya, I recommend a nice slab of dry ice right to the testicle for Lowguy. (just one... I'm not a complete animal)
Yeah I was trying to come up with some kind of name and regular names, except for his actual name, seemed weird to use. So like I just came up with that one.Possessed said:
Also, off topic, but everytime you say Lowguy I picture a new variant of shy guys in Super Mario. :P
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My family is stuck in an upside down morgage where we can't sell the house for what we owe and now because of my dad's medical bills and corporate CEOs cutting hours and jobs we can not afford any food. The only reason I am here is because my dad's job requires him to have a smartphone with internet in order to keep his job.
What is worse is we can't get on food stamps because we make to much money and technically everyone who works in the household works full time. Never mind that is has been five years since anyone got full time hours and what money we do have goes to the medical bills, we can't get any help.
The only way we were eating up until now was the chickens we keep in the backyard and now a fox got them so we have no food and no way to get food ever again. There are no jobs and we can't afford to move anywhere that there are jobs.
We have no choice but to just sit here and starve to death. The United States is the worst country in history. You know the thing is we would be much better off if my dad or I had died, life insurance would have covered that expense and we wouldn't have the bills and there would have been a little money left over.
Life in the united states sucks. We are all nothing but fodder for the rich. There is no hope of any kind.
Does anyone here know of a way to kill yourself that the life insurance company wouldn't detect. I know you are going to tell me not to do it but my family really needs the money and it's the only thing left to do because there are literally no jobs. Either I kill myself so my family can collect the money or they all starve to death. Those are our only options at this point.
I really hate the fact that I was ever born. Life sucks and then you die. There is nothing else.
Though I sympathize with your plight, I have more selfish reasons to suggest you stay your hand: for with whom might I properly spar if you should take an early pass on to oblivion?
However, should you choose to ignore this appeal, the best means of dispatching one's self without suspicion might be to consider an accidental drowning. Such an occurrence generally must correspond with weather suitable for the excursion so this likely means putting off the ordeal until summer.
Consider, however, that now that both the motive and means of your potential demise have been made public it is entirely possible that a future investigator might be thoughtful enough to check your online behavior and to necessarily assume any such coincidences to be of great interest.
In the meantime, visit your local food-bank...they should take care of you for now.
Regards,
Praetorian
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“It wasn’t the flood that destroyed the pantry…”
Post Praetorian said:
However, should you choose to ignore this appeal, the best means of dispatching one's self without suspicion might be to consider an accidental drowning. Such an occurrence generally must correspond with weather suitable for the excursion so this likely means putting off the ordeal until summer.
I'm not sure what you hope to accomplish with this.
TV's Frink said:
Post Praetorian said:
However, should you choose to ignore this appeal, the best means of dispatching one's self without suspicion might be to consider an accidental drowning. Such an occurrence generally must correspond with weather suitable for the excursion so this likely means putting off the ordeal until summer.
I'm not sure what you hope to accomplish with this.
Putting off a suicide for awhile in the hopes that things will get better before then. At least, that's what I got out of it.
Handman said:
TV's Frink said:
Post Praetorian said:
However, should you choose to ignore this appeal, the best means of dispatching one's self without suspicion might be to consider an accidental drowning. Such an occurrence generally must correspond with weather suitable for the excursion so this likely means putting off the ordeal until summer.
I'm not sure what you hope to accomplish with this.
Putting off a suicide for awhile in the hopes that things will get better before then. At least, that's what I got out of it.
Precisely.
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For the last couple of days my jaw has been cracking on the left side underneath my ear. Anytime I open my mouth wide enough to yawn or take a bite of food, and depending on the food with every chew it cracks. It's painless, but extremely annoying.
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For the last couple of days my jaw has been cracking on the left side underneath my ear. Anytime I open my mouth wide enough to yawn or take a bite of food, and depending on the food with every chew it cracks. It's painless, but extremely annoying.
Keep it up and you won't be able to stop. I started cracking my jaw ~15 years ago and I've had to do it everyday since to keep the pain at bay.
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Like I can just stop? I don't do it consciously. I don't know if you are aware of this, but some people chew their food.
I think I've had that from time to time. Is it loud, or rather, do you hear it loud through your bones?
I have neck arthritis, and it's so bad, sometimes when my neck cracks other people hear it. Sometimes it loudly pops even if I just turn my head.
I can hear it loudly through my bones. Granted it isn't as loud as it was a few days ago, so maybe it's on the path to sorting itself out. I really hope so, because avoiding my problems and hoping they go away on their own is my specialty. :)
I've had to deal with a cracking jaw all my life. A mouthguard for when I sleep helps to minimize it.
I miss bingowings.
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I don't know if you are aware of this, but some people chew their food.
I clearly didn't read your post closely enough and missed the part about it being unintentional. I'm glad that what's quoted above had just enough assholery pumped into it to make me go back and give it a re-read. Thanks!
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Leonardo said:
I have neck arthritis, and it's so bad, sometimes when my neck cracks other people hear it. Sometimes it loudly pops even if I just turn my head.
Before now, I didn't know neck arthritis actually existed.
Suffice it to say, I wish I'd remained ignorant of its existence.
Yeah that sounds painful sorry to hear that.
Sorry about the freak out, I ran out of my meds that I take for panic attacks over the weekend and I spent pretty much all day Sunday having one giant panic attack. I am my family are doing better today.
AntcuFaalb said:
I'm glad that what's quoted above had just enough assholery pumped into it to make me go back and give it a re-read. Thanks!
No problem! That's what friends are for, aye? :P