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I drank one beer on my lunch today. I know I shouldn’t have, and it was wrong. First alcohol I’ve had in over 2 months. But is it throwing the whole 2 months away? I don’t think so. I can just rephrase it from “2 months without a drink” to “2 months of being in recovery”. I definitely don’t think I’m going to make drinking a habit again. I don’t even like the way it’s feeling, all I feel is nervous and anxious and slightly dizzy. Nervous and anxious probably just from the guilt. So I’m actually a bit relieved, knowing that I can for some reason if I feel like it have a beer and not relapse into hard alcoholism if I don’t let myself. I don’t even like this feeling, pot’s better and I don’t think I’ll be following it up with a second after work.