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- #1105885
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- The Place to Go for Emotional Support
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Do you hate people though? Not crowds, but people in general.
This has a different answer depending on my mood and current outlook on life. For most of my life, it was undoubtedly “Yes, absolutely”. In the past two/four years, I’ve mellowed. I can at least talk to annoying people now without feeling complete rage. These days, I’m trying to find good friends, so I have to give people the benefit of the doubt. If they cross me, I will remove all contact. Either way, I eventually find a reason to hate them in a Seinfeldian way. It’s a viscious cycle.
I feel like I’m living day to day.
That is certainly me now. I don’t have anyone here to help get me out of it, unfortunately, and very little motivation to do it myself.