Iām reaching a major tipping point in my life, and I donāt think I have the necessary strength and courage to make changes. I see a therapist I really like and Iām on medications which really help, but itās not enough. My grandfather passed away, my father has Parkinsonās, and Iām continuing to work the same dead-end job. My dream job is to do some writing, especially as a film critic or something, but I canāt find any place to get a foot in the door, and I could really use the supplementary income. I canāt keep living on $400 a week. Iām still a virgin, I still live with my parents, I still work a dead-end job, I have severe depression, and every day the noose seems to tighten. Iām just comfortable enough not to make changes, but unless I do, soon Iāll be stuck forever. I see so little point my life and no way out.