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Well, it’s not like I can control my dreams …
Perhaps quoting a block of quoted text with an individual’s name mentioned where they might not like it to be mentioned is compounding the problem.
I would never take these sorts of compulsions lightly.
They can be all consuming, they can hurt but the focus of that attention should not have to have google glue their name to you (even as a pseudonym).Everybody lets edit the name out of the posts but respect the ache.
I’ve [REDACTED] her name in my post.
The ache is not healthy after a certain point, and that point was reached many years ago. Honestly he should probably get some help.
Yes to all.
Keep Circulating the Tapes.
END OF LINE
(It hasn’t happened yet)
Well, it’s not like I can control my dreams …
You can control what you post…especially this poor woman’s name.
If she has a personal website with her full name in the URL and a photo of her face on the front page, I doubt she cares much about on-line anonymity.
Until she Googles herself one day and sees this.
Keep Circulating the Tapes.
END OF LINE
(It hasn’t happened yet)
Yeah she probably doesn’t want her name associated with some guys fantasy on a star wars forum. Especially some guy she actually did used to know.
Fantasy? I hardly think unbidden dreams of madness and unrequited love qualify as fantasies.
Please stop.
Well, since you said “please” …
This isn’t cute, and it isn’t funny. Get help.
No, it isn’t cute or funny, and I do need professional help. If it weren’t for my parents’ anti-psychiatry attitudes and my own damn cowardice, I would’ve sought some already.
[JEDIT]
I went ahead and removed both her married name and maiden name from the post in question. I don’t know if it’s possible to alienate her any more than I already have at this point – all the bridges I know about have been thoroughly burned – but I’d rather she not stumble upon the post one day, read it, and think any more ill of me.
Honestly, unless you are harassing her, I guarantee she’s not thinking of you at all. It may sound harsh but I’m sure it’s true, and the sooner you accept that, the better off you’ll be. There’s literally millions upon millions of adult females, go ask another one out for coffee or something.
Yes, to Tv’s Frink you listen.
Marlon Brando imprisoned Terence Stamp in the friend zone.
Next thing you know Sarah Douglas is picking up the pieces but as Clifton James so succinctly noted, “They have a wide selection”.
Seven Billion humans on the Earth today.
There is bound to be a bit of duplication too.
Here’s a better, quirkier dream than the one recounted last time.
I was travelling on the bus, drinking a Diet Cherry Coke, and who should happen to be on the bus but Alanis Morissette herself. She, too, was drinking a Diet Cherry Coke and having a conversation with another musical icon (I don’t recall who, but I wanna say Debbie Gibson).
Anyway, after finishing my Coke, I decided I wanted some more, so I conspired to steal Alanis’. I quickly discarded that plan, though. Instead, I decided I wanted to impress her with my musical talent and began singing this song aloud. One or two other people on the bus joined in, but Alanis still failed to take notice.
The dream then took a change for the weird, and for some reason some government official appeared on the bus and charged the bus driver 25.11 for something on my behalf (that’s not 25 dollars and 11 cents; that’s 25.11 cents). The bus driver said neither he nor the bus company would be paying for it, that I would have to pay it, 'cause they didn’t have the funding to cover it. The official said they did, the bus driver stressed that they didn’t, and they continuing arguing from there.
Then a cute woman in her twenties with frizzy blond hair and a red backpack appeared on the bus. Then suddenly she and I were transported off the bus into the middle of these overgrown woods. There was this large dark blue sheet stretched out in the middle of the woods, with the shadowy side leading into some realm of supernatural darkness. The dream trailed off there.
There is no Cherry Coke in space.
There will be … there will be.
I never want to dream about Kathy Bates performing at a live sex show ever again. I especially never want to dream about her braiding the hair of her nether regions into a rattail ever again.
I never want to hear about one of your dreams again.
JEDIT:
It was worth it for that reaction alone.
I received another visitation from Dania. This time, she had agreed to help me write a children’s book called The Youngest Hippopotamus, and she had met me on the front porch at my house to discuss it (for some ungodly reason). When she asked me what the book was about, I told her it was about a superhero who fights two Green Goblin-type villains (Yeah, the title had absolutely nothing to do with the actual story of the book.). When she essentially asked me if I’d pulled that plot out of my ass, I admitted that that was the case, and we both had a chuckle over it. Growing serious, she then made it clear in no uncertain terms that this collaboration between we two was strictly platonic, that nothing romantic was going to come out of this. I told her that I understood this, that I was content having her in my life as a friend.
While this was going on, my sister was watching us through a window, making stupid kissy faces and such. She then came out of the house and began skulking about, disturbing us. I told Dania that she always pulls this kind of bullshit, that I can never relax when she’s around. This turn of events upset Dania, and the camaraderie we had been enjoying was broken.
Before the dream could unfold further, I woke up. I blame the goddamn cat who was trying to smother me in my sleep.
I eventually fell back asleep and another dream began. In this dream, I had gone back to my old high school. This wasn’t one of those dreams where I go back there as a student and start looking around for something I cannot find. This time, I was just visiting the place. There, I met some woman – a plump, plain-looking woman with short blond hair. She was some sort of charity worker, and for some reason I joined up with her operation, which led me into various crime-ridden neighbourhoods to help out the unfortunates there.
The dream then came to focus upon an unmarried black couple with a young son. Destitute, they were forced to live in an apartment without any central heating. This caused them to nearly freeze to death every winter night. On one of these cold winter nights, one of their neighbours – a gaudy pimp – was having a party, playing loud, shitty rap music which could be heard throughout the entire block. Suffering from the cold, this noise only added to the couple’s frustration, so they yelled out the window for the pimp to turn the noise down. The pimp, unremarkably an asshole, refused to comply.
The rest of that storyline trailed off and the dream realigned to focus on a friend who wanted to buy some rare comic magazine (I think it was a copy of Heavy Metal) that came inside a cardboard slipcase. Going to a liquor store/comic book shop, this friend found a copy of that exact comic but didn’t have the money to buy it. Deciding to pitch in, I went to the liquor store/comic book shop and offered to buy the comic myself as a present for my friend. As I was giving the seedy shopkeeper the money, though, I found the last few bills needed to complete the transaction were torn in half (cheap plastic Canadian cash). With me unable to pay him all the money, he gave me this offer: he’d give me the comic book if I’d cook meth for him. It didn’t have to be of the highest quality like the blue stuff from Breaking Bad; he’d settle for the cheapest garbage I could cook up. I agreed to the deal.
The rest of the dream – and any dreams I had later on – have all dissolved into a series of disconnected thoughts and feelings I can only just barely recall.
You can stop mentioning her by name any time now. Trust me, we get it. You need help man, and not that we don’t like hearing from you but you should probably keep your dreams about her to yourself, or at the very least stop mentioning her name.
Though I don’t see the harm in mentioning someone’s name without a last name attached to it, if it pleases everyone, I’ll stop mentioning it.
I think it would please her most of all.
Keep Circulating the Tapes.
END OF LINE
(It hasn’t happened yet)
Not hearing a single additional word about your obsession with her would please me greatly.