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I remember high school, all the drama and craziness of those days really doesn't mean a lot anymore. I remember my first year at college, it was fun because all the jocks and popular guys and girls were no longer so popular and were learning for the first time that their popularity doesn't mean much in real life. I was never popular in high school, I probably fit pretty well into the loser catagory. I was never very popular with girls. And I have always had a hard time knowing how to act around them. I have always had a horrible time with eye contact. Even if it wasn't a girl I liked I would have a hard time not getting nervous. I am way past that now. I think a lot of guys have that problem and I think it is something most of us mature out of with very little trouble. Also once you get past the high school or college part of life, you might just find some girl who is extremely beautiful, and who finds you to be a really cool guy just for being the way you are. One who stares at you and listens in great interest everytime you talk about Star Wars or anime even though she could careless about them, but still loves to hear about them just because they are important to you. That is exactly what happened to me, and now I have been happily married for over a year.

It is funny looking back at those girls that sent my stomach into knots for weeks on end, the ones that made it hard for me to think of anything else. I have to laugh looking back. None of them matter anymore, just faces in year books gathering dust. It'll pass pal. Your life is just getting started, you're young and even though it hurts now just thinking of that girl, there are millions of others out there. Also, sounds like she is a pretty good friend? Friends are worth a lot, especially at your age. You might find she is worth a lot more as just friend than a girl friend. Relationships are not always friendship's best friend, this I also know from personal experience.

"Every time Warb sighs, an angel falls into a vat of mapel syrup." - Gaffer Tape

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High school can be hell I know that for sure. But I think you can make it though. I'm always online if you need to IM anybody.
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I fucking seriously need help all this damn anime is making me so depressed.
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Well... The obviously solution would be to stop watching it. Honestly, sean, the only one who can break this stuff up is you. We can help, but you have to make the choice. If the anime or whatever depressess you so much, stop watching it. Go find an episode of Power Puff Girls (NOT PPGZ) and cheer yourself up or something.

I'm not saying this to be cruel, cause I had to learn this too when I was 16--if someting is making you miserable, STOP DOING IT.

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I think I need to get back to school to get my social life back together again.
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School has been great for me. But on tuesday my grandmother came home. She is not sane and she is going back years before now we have to tell her that her husband has been dead for 15 years every few hours.
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That sucks Sean, I hope things start to go better for you real soon. Be strong man, life is testing you.

War does not make one great.

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You will not believe how quickly YOU and your life will change after high school. Take it from me. My experience in high school was about as bad as they come. You think you are the only one who has had or is having a shit time in high school? High school is fucked up, my friend. But like I said, you will absolutely NOT BELIEVE how quickly things will change after you get that diploma. The pricks who gave you a hard time will be about as important as last years garbage. I had a guy who rode my bus, (I had no car like all the little rich shits who went to my school), who gave me a hard time every day. There was absolutely nothing I could do because he was one of those genetic freaks who was like 6'4" 220 at 17. I had to take his shit every day, and I wanted to kill him and many others. TWO WEEKS out of high school guess how much I thought about him? ALL of the shit that seems important now will mean absolutely jack a few months from now. Don't sweat some girl. And dont think that some girl's rejection reflects negetively on you. There will be plenty more where she came from. Enjoy being young and single. I've been in one relationship for 7+ years now. Believe me, once you are stuck with someone, you don't realize how much fun it was being free to chase it. As for cutting yourself, I've been there too. It sounds like a cliche, but it won't make anything better. I know how bad depression sucks. Like being sucked into a black hole where every little thing you do feels like it was designed by some higher power just to illustrate what a total fuck-up loser you are. I woke up and cried in the shower for no reason for like 4 years. Every morning before school I contemplated ending it. At the time it seemed like death would have been preferable to the living hell called high school. It seems funny now. That is the upside. It WILL end eventually. For me, it was the birth of my daughter. Every day since then has been sunny, at least to me. Hang in there. It seems bleak now, I know. Just remember that you are NOT the only one who feels like you do.
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This really isn't bothering me to tell you the truth. It is quite funny. Am I using humor to cover up that inside myself I am sad because of this?
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Somebody got in trouble today for making a bong in Ceramics class.
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Smoking illegal substances is illegal but bongs themselves are not.

War does not make one great.

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What the fuck else are you going to do in highschool ceramics class, make a fucking jar?

I used to bring a piece tin foil to school all the time during my Junior and part of my Senior year and make it into a bowl real quick during lunch and take a few rips on the football field with my buddies. How we never got caught is beyond me.


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Originally posted by: Yoda Is Your Father
Smoking illegal substances is illegal but bongs themselves are not.

Tell that to Tommy Chong, recently arrested for selling bongs. Drug paraphernalia is certainly illegal in the U.S. Visit the DEA Web Site for details on what is and what isn't illegal.

Edit: Here is the actual US Title Code on the subject
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Chong was arrested a while back..

He recently finished serving his [around] one year jail sentence.

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Originally posted by: ADigitalMan
Originally posted by: Yoda Is Your Father
Smoking illegal substances is illegal but bongs themselves are not.

Tell that to Tommy Chong, recently arrested for selling bongs. Drug paraphernalia is certainly illegal in the U.S. Visit the DEA Web Site for details on what is and what isn't illegal.

Edit: Here is the actual US Title Code on the subject
Well somebody better tell the hundreds of businesses here in California because I see bongs for sale every day.

And if you can't buy a bong, you can always make one from a 20oz Coca cola bottle and a ballpoint pen

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So, uh, which bike is yours? Can I have one of the others?
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The world's greatest bike thief, even Pee Wee's bike is in there.

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What are you? A fence?

"Every time Warb sighs, an angel falls into a vat of mapel syrup." - Gaffer Tape