Let JediTray back in — Page 3

Accusations and rebuttals.  Here we go:

reldra.

I am NOT reldra.  She is indeed her own person, and I hope she will stop back by and help put some of this foolishness to rest.  If you do an Internet search for her Username, you will see it has been around a very long time.  I have sent her an email about this so hopefully she will respond soon.

The luke.the.darkside.is.fun incident.

I don't know why the hell anyone would think this, but NO, I did NOT try to sell, nor did I even hint at selling, ANY fan edits to this person.  My PM to him/her only contained JDownloader links and info how to use JDownloader.  NOTHING ELSE.  I'm sure luke.the.darkside.is.fun will back me up, if he/she is still around.

Leguman / A B C.

I have no idea what caused you to hate me so much, but i am very sorry you feel that way.  I asked for download links, and you gave them to me.  Other people PM'd me about the links, and I told you about it.  You told me to go ahead and share them, and you also said that you were sick of getting so many PM requests from people.  I personally think, especially after seeing your behavior here, that you are a drama queen, and you NEED things to stay stirred up.  For the record, "Professor Socks" is an old handle I used on a DVD project with Dr. Gonzo (Dylan McDermond), and has NO relation to the Internet term "socks."  Do a search for "The Cure In Orange" and I guarantee our version is the best out there.  The "Invidious" username is NOT based on your dictionary definition, either.  I simply combined the Invid from Robotech and Darth Sidious.

ChainsawAsh.  See "I am NOT reldra" above.

CompMovieGuy and TV's Frink.

What can I say, other than you are just wrong concerning me, and the woes of other people should not serve as your entertainment.  That speaks volumes about YOU.

doubleofive and Warbler.

Thanks for proving that even a so-called nice guy can have two faces.

TV's Frink
Sluggo
twister111
TheBoost
none
doubleofive
CompMovieGuy
Bingowings
adywan
Akwat Kbrana
Leguman (aka A B C)

Should all be ashamed of themselves, but I'm sure they will just ridicule me more.

Moth3r (even though you banned me)
bkev

Thanks for (kinda) sticking up for me.

If there is anything else that someone would like to accuse me of (the Lindburg kidnapping, perhaps?), I challenge you to get the facts, and, here's a thought, TALK TO ME about it before plastering it all over the Web.  If I am allowed/able to respond, I will gladly do so.

For those that celebrate, HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

-JediTray, aka User897, aka JayteeSeddit

Moth3r said:

Why don't you look up the definition of "hypocrisy".

Or answer this: how can you act so righteous and call out JediTray for deleting threads, when you have a legacy of several deleted user accounts on here?

Hypocrisy is all the the contrary of sincerity.


If you observe well, each of my user profile has been used to fulfill a different project, even if it concerned most of the time the same music. I banned my profile each time I had finished. I re-registered each time to let OT's community know about a new improved material I was working on again, what more often came despite my will wich was actually to stop.

If you're not confident maybe you should ask away if the result was worth and if it shows the upmost sincerity or not through its evolution, if they are really different, and what gives its definitive result & presentation...Or am I just making myself interesting with new sets just changing some details ?

You could as well argue that each of my ESB set "deleted" the previous one, which is true.

You know exactly why I registered again this time, and you know too well I'm ready to leave again. If then you wanted to make me understand there not to do this again, I hear you. It was worthless to make assumptions on my trustiness here Moth3r for all another reason.


But right now I can't see how it compares with JT's "Delete" phenomenon and even I can't see why you take my joke as a critiscism on his straightness. His deleting manners on these boards are not part of the things that bothered me.

PS to Bkev: I edited the post you thought was going too far, leaving in place the part that I estimated telling the most important.

... Moth3r will argue I "deleted" the 1st part...!

PS to JediTray: I don't hate you. You just want people to love you and you make them hate you. I'm just watching you.

For what you're reporting we've said to each other by pm's, it's partially true.

Remember, if truth depends on our own points of view, you can't force truth to fit exclusively and Only to Your own point of view.

An additional note about Facebook:

If you BLOCK someone, that takes away YOUR ability to see that person's profile as well.  The recipient of your block has NOTHING to do with it.

A B C, I have only ever been nice and respectful to you.  I never shared your links with any of the many people that asked until YOU said it was okay for me to do it.  I really don't understand, other than our language/culture barriers, what I could possibly have done to warrant your sniffing out every little grain of dirt you could find on me like that.

I would prefer to leave your mistep behind us and move forward, if possible.

JayteeSeddit said:

I would prefer to leave your mistep behind us and move forward, if possible.

Mylord is too good to me... Thinking of all my faulty behaviour I really don't deserve so much generosity. Thank you !

JayteeSeddit said:

TV's Frink
Sluggo
twister111
TheBoost
none
doubleofive
CompMovieGuy
Bingowings
adywan
Akwat Kbrana
Leguman (aka A B C)

 

Should all be ashamed of themselves, but I'm sure they will just ridicule me more.

I'm sorry twister111.  It just seemed that you folks were having too much fun at my expense and it really hurt.  So, I just called it like I saw it.  I understand you quoting the post, but I am not going to be doing the deleting thing anymore.  :)

A B C, did someone add that "Invidious" to the Eddie picture, or is that official Derek Riggs art?  If it is, I had NO idea this one existed!  Thanks and it has gone into my Eddie files!

Lol to everything going on in here.

JayteeSeddit said:

CompMovieGuy and TV's Frink.

What can I say, other than you are just wrong concerning me, and the woes of other people should not serve as your entertainment.  That speaks volumes about YOU.

Wrong about you?  Woes?  The hell are you talking about?  You keep abandoning projects and acting all sensitive, so I make fun of you for it.  That's it.

I look forward to your next sock after Moth3r bans this one.

twister111, like I said, I was just telling you how it made me feel.  Again, I am sorry that I took it personal.  I am trying to address everything, and make sure feathers don't get too ruffled before any explanations.  Yes, I wanted to "leave" for a bit, but I did not want to be BANNED.  I was accustomed to forums that allow this, and now I know better about this one.

luke.the.darkside.is.fun, thank you for the verification.

If anyone else has something unresolved, please do share.  I will tell the truth from my point of view.

Frink, I abandoned the first attempt at a project, yes.  Guilty as charged.  Sensitive?  Hell, I might even give you that one because I think we all have moments like that.  There is a difference between making fun and personal attacks, and I do hope that someday you learn that difference.  Constantly poking at someone when they are down, or when they are trying to recover from something, is not a good trait to have.  The "woes" I refer to are the fact that you know I have medical problems and you choose to make fun of me.  I thought that a "sock" referred to someone making another account and HIDING it?

Oh well.

At any rate Frink, I took the things you said, along with everyone else, personally.  It is indeed a flaw that reveals itself sometimes and I have to work on that, but there it is.  I'm not perfect and nobody here is for that matter.

If we could move forward and not have someone "rewinding the tape" or showering the forum with past mistakes, I think we'd all be better for it.

I am trying not to sound insulting or single anyone out.  So, if there's a problem, please let's address it.  If this account is still active, I'll address it as fast as I can.

JayteeSeddit said:

doubleofive and Warbler.

Thanks for proving that even a so-called nice guy can have two faces.

so its two-faced to not want to risk getting in trouble by helping you?

So its two-faced to not disclose the fact that you were User897, until Moth3r found out all on his own and banned you?

oh well, I guess I'm two faced.  

Warbler said:

oh well, I guess I'm two faced.  

... From his point of view !

Dear Twister111,

please accept this humble contribution to your profile... This avatar:

Housemade of course, especially for you (my pink innocent flower... would I dare add).

Hahem...

Let's move along.

Ady, how was someone in my position supposed to react? I had been banned and blocked and couldn't find a way to contact you. I felt backed in a corner and persecuted.  I'm by no means saying it was right, but it was how I felt. 

You didn't understand me, and I obviously didn't understand you. Now I do, and I am terribly sorry for every inch of my part in this. What transpired between you and me hurt more than anything else in the whole mess. It really hurt that you (I thought) could attack me. I didn't understand what you were getting at man, and I just took it the wrong way. You have no idea how sorry I am about that.

At the time, yes, I thought everyone listed on that post should be ashamed of themselves. I will gladly create yet another forum account and change/add/correct to reflect that it was a misunderstanding between you and I and you were not at fault. You are a great guy and I hope you can see forgiveness, Ady.

For what it's worth, Happy Thanksgiving and best wishes to you and your fam, especially Dad.

And an additional note so things are clear, adywan should NOT have been in the "ashamed" list due to MY error and fucking everything up as usual.

My replies:

Are you dumb or just plain stupid? 

Yes and yes.

Calling people two faced just because they didn't want to help you is pathetic. 

Yes it is and my apologies to doubleofive and Warbler.  I was more accustomed to these fine gents acting one way, and when they didn't, it shocked and hurt me because I was vulnerable at the time.  Of course the fellas have a right to act and conduct themselves however they please.

Feelings were hurt and I lashed out.  It's a terrible feeling for someone in my situation, but it happened.  I am not proud of it, I felt betrayed, hurt, angry, etc., but I said it.  I said folks should be ashamed and now I regret it.

Hey, it's just a forum and nobody really KNOWS anyone, right?

What a Thanksgiving.  I am truly sorry to everyone.  I brought this shitstorm on myself, probably out of some deep rooted insecurity or defect or some shit.

For the record, I will not be contacting anyone again about trying to get back in, from Jay on down.  I have said my piece.  I won't be making anymore waves until February or March.  If anyone wants to talk about ANYTHING, not just my ban or whatever, please contact me at jeditray at hotmail dot com.

MTFBWY and Happy Thanksgiving. 

Btw JT, I didn't want to put that on the table again, but I'm glad to see we DO NOT have a LANGUAGE BARRIER.

YOU HAVE A PSYCHIC BARRIER. Your point of view is unfortunately depending on this.

This thread is gonna hurt you, man. Just forget it all.

JayteeSeddit said:

Frink, I abandoned the first attempt at a project, yes.  Guilty as charged.  Sensitive?  Hell, I might even give you that one because I think we all have moments like that.  There is a difference between making fun and personal attacks, and I do hope that someday you learn that difference.  Constantly poking at someone when they are down, or when they are trying to recover from something, is not a good trait to have.  The "woes" I refer to are the fact that you know I have medical problems and you choose to make fun of me.  I thought that a "sock" referred to someone making another account and HIDING it?

I don't know what your medical issues are.  I've seen you make several vague references, so whatever your problems are, I wish you good health and a swift recovery.

Having said that, it doesn't give you the right to act like an ass.  You were banned for a reason.  The fact that you have been banned at several other forums proves that all these things are your own fault.  Making multiple accounts against the wishes of the moderator is really bad form.  Not to mention cyberstalking other members across the internet.

doubleofive is one of the nicest, most tolerant people on this forum.  The fact that he spoke out against you, when he never speaks out against anyone, shows how far gone you are.

My advice is to just go away.  You will be forgotten soon enough.

The internet has the ability to remember actions and statements, if you don't want that to happen, you should consider not being a part of it.

^ Is it an ass talavista ?