I still can't find any work because there are not any jobs in my state,my family can not make ends meet because my dad was in the hospital for so long and my mom had to take time off work earlier this year due to the fact that my dad was so out of it he couldn't stay awake so she had to deal with things at the hospital,we have no food in the house,a negative balance at the bank,bills to pay,no gas so my mom and dad and brother have to walk the couple of dozen miles to work,my brother and sister are most likely going to have to quit school because all the schools in the area require you to go online with highspeed to do school work and all sorts of costly supplies,and we can't afford them any more, we have not had a decent meal in two weeks,and Wal-Mart is about one day away from firing my mom because she took too much time off to deal with my dad who was dying earlier this year.
My internet service runs out in a three days so if you don't hear from me after that,then that is the reason. It's not because I got mad at anyone or anything bad happened to me. I just want to make that clear.
Things have never been worse and yet still I can't find one stupid job because everyone is down sizing. I have never felt more useless or more like a burden. I really hate life right now.
Sorry for venting here where no one can do anything but I don't have anywhere else left to vent,so thanks for letting me let off some steam.