I’ve had depersonalization panic attacks before, but I don’t think that’s what this is. I’ve fallen into a bit of a depression, but it’s strange this time. I’m not angry like I usually am when I’m depressed. My room feels smaller and darker than usual. Interacting with the family feels strange. I thought I had carbon monoxide poisoning a little earlier, my left ear and the area behind it was pressed by a dull pain and I felt strange. I really don’t know how else to describe it but strange. My vision feels blurry, but I can see fine. I don’t know, man.
You should have you ears examined. It sounds silly but inner ear damage caused by an infection can have the strangest effects. When I had Labyrinthitis for the first time I really did worry for my sanity. The other odd thing is it’s very common and hardly anyone talks about it.