But seriously bro… I’m both jealous of how durnk you got, and worried about how hard you’re going to hit rock bottom.
Are you union? (I doubt it because you’re management.) Would your insurance cover a legit rehab program? Cuz pretty much at this point you won’t be able to stop drinking unless you’re in a 30 day lock-down program or you’re dead. Don’t take this as me being preachy, I’m just one alcoholic telling another alcoholic the straight dope.