I hate being alive. I wouldn’t ever kill myself at once but I keep wishing I’d fall over dead like everyone says the alcohol will do to me. I’ve mostly given up beer and wine. Too much liquid. I’m up to drinking a fifth of Jack Daniels every day, and the fact that Its killing me makes it all the more enticing.
Nah. I’m just disappointed I haven’t died from it yet.
This is not good. Possessed you really need to talk to someone in real life of this. Your family does not want to lose you and we on here do not want to lose you. Please get some help.