That’s not a healthy outlook.
Whether you agree or not is inconsequential. You are not mentally well, and I’d (and I’m sure most people around you would) prefer you come around and make some changes than kill yourself. As hard-nosed as you may want to be about it, you did post in here, and you likely would prefer to enjoy life than to die.
I can’t force you to change, but I can hope you come around.