I wish I could enjoy something. I’m so emotionally worn out and drained. I’m extremely depressed about a few things But I don’t care anymore. I give up only life. Its cool. I just wish I could enjoy something. Anything. My hobbies are meaningless. No enjoyment. I don’t care about my music anymore. I don’t enjoy video games anymore. I’m not close to any of my friends anymore. I don’t talk to them about my thoughts anymore. All I do is work, drink, smoke pot watch tv and cry. I hate living.
Have you tried praying to God for help? I don’t know your exact religious situation, but I seem to remember you stating that you believed in God at some point. If things aren’t going well, the best thing to do is not give up, have faith in the Lord, and get help from other believers.