I’ve got plenty to bitch about but it probably won’t do me a bit of a good –

I hate the fact that what’s bothering me is nothing I can control and at the same time mostly my fault. I know it’s stupid and I’ve heard more than a few people tell me to “forget about it and move on”.

I’d like to tell this folks to fuck right off because I’m not one of those people who can switch my feelings on and off like a fucking light switch. Also, if I could even MANAGE to do this, I’m pretty sure the good would go a long with the bad. Make sense?

I’d also like to take a moment and bitch at myself for having more than a few reminders of this bullshit hanging around me 24/7 and it’s nothing I can really get rid of.

Okay, I think that’s about it.