I don’t know how to really word this, but I guess I’m asking for a prayer request or just a positive/calm thought. Today has been really rough for me, I don’t think I can talk about why, but I would appreciate anything resembling peace at the moment. I guess you could say my soul is very tormented at the moment and although time is supposed to be on my side, it feels like it’s the enemy. It’s supposed to get better a little each day, yet it feels like everyday is worse than the previous.

I don’t know, it’s incredibly stupid what’s going on with me, and it shouldn’t affect me as much as it does, but holy hell, today was f**king horrible.