Glad to hear it Possessed.
I think I may also have some advice for you on your love life too. When I first read your situation I thought “well that’s some depressing shit, not much to be done about that.” I wasn’t in a good frame of mind though. At the time I was in some depressing relationship shit too, as I was also super into someone who wasn’t into me. Somehow word got to her how I felt and it was a little weird between us, but we never talked about it and it wasn’t really that big a deal when we interacted. Then she went abroad and I haven’t seen her since. And you know what? Once she was out of my life it became a lot easier to get over her.
BUT then, about a week ago (and a month after the last time I saw her) I get a message from one of her friends saying she was and is super into me. So we’re talking now and maybe it’ll turn into something and maybe it won’t. Point being, don’t be too quick to make assumptions in your head and get worked up about how things will go down. I’m not saying necessarily that she’ll be into you, but it’s possible, and, even if she’s not, the fallout from telling her might not be nearly as bad as you expect.