You’re right. Growing up with a family of radical Christians has certainly tainted my view of Christianity as a whole, and I know that as a result I couldn’t truly neutral about it. It’s a pity that your saying so only makes me feel more uncertain on how I should raise my future kids.
Second-guessing yourself at every step is an integral part of parenting. As a bonus, everybody else second-guesses your every step too. But it’s worth it anyway 😉