It’s not pathetic, but it does need addressed and it is something you need to deal with and move on from, with help if need be. I mean that nonjudgementally.
Consciously, I have moved on, but when I’m feeling especially moody – or drunk – my old sentiments reemerge.
Fact of the matter is, she’d become a very distant memory if I were just able to hook up with another woman. No luck with that so far.
Not possible. Not only have we not talked since 2004, but the last time I tried to get in contact with her, her mother had a peace bond filed against me.