I am just so mad at myself and depressed for being so stupid and clumsy and that get another Christmas tradition has gone to shit. I am just so fucking fed up right now. I don’t know what the fuck to do.
Well, you can be thankful you have a mother and family to spend the holidays with. And that you didn’t break your neck falling off a ladder trying to put up the lights.
As far as the shooting is concerned, don’t know what to say. Some people are monsters. Been like that for eons.