It was good advice, I’m not sure if I’m really in a position to take it though. I have a couple of concerns. The last time I went to a counseling session, it cost me almost $400 dollars for a 30 minute session, even though I have insurance. I don’t really understand how that’s possible, hopefully I can find some other place to go to that wouldn’t be so outrageous, as that’s an entire week’s pay for me.
Also, I’d have to somehow quit drinking alcohol and getting high if I were to take antidepressants, as the two don’t mix, and that would be a whole 'nother obstacle. And a big one. If I go more than about 5 hours without a drink my muscles already start aching and I feel pressure in my chest. The pressure in my chest I’m sure is anxiety, but still. I don’t want to die of a heart attack for trying to quit drinking, and I’m sure I couldn’t afford rehab.