Ok. So here it is. This is the plain deal. As a recovering substance abuser I am going to have odd episodes. Usually it's anxiety or paranoia. Sometimes it's worse. So guys. Could you please be patient with me? I don't mean to do this stuff. I'm just a bit outside myself sometimes. I mean sometimes I find I'm on the outside looking in. And I can see the keys on the counter but I can't get them. I can't get them and get back in. Sorry guys. I really am. I'm not very good at this. I'm not good at being so screwed up.

Peace guys.