I can't afford counseling, at least not now. Maybe when my raises and benefits all fully kick in (don't ask me why it's on a time table) And actually I'm part of management now, it would be extremely inconvenient for anybody to go a step higher than me and I really don't see them doing that, because they really need me in that place. (not being egotistically, they really truly do). I am confident that nobody will go over my head and do something like that. I could see them possibly getting together and asking me to go, but I really don't see them *making* me. For one reason, they aren't stupid. They need me and they know I need them, they aren't going to do something that would force me to be cut off from them. I may indeed go to rehab at some point, but not so soon after getting promoted into management.