darth_ender said:

I know you don't believe in God,

Actually, I do. Sortof, anyway.

Please, I've said this before, you must get help. Obviously your work is important to you, but you need to take the time off and get to the hospital.

I agree that that would be helpful, but it just really isn't in the cards right now. I just got this promotion, so I'm not taking time off already. The odds of me getting the time off to get help (which I couldn't afford anyway) are pretty slim. Even if I could get time off from work, which I couldn't, I wouldn't be able to afford any help.

I do appreciate the thoughts guys. And woah, Trident. Good to see you came back.