Well, as much as I still think about trying to kill myself, I really don't think that I will be pulling another stunt like that. For the simple reason that when it didn't work, the way all that shit I took made me feel was SOOOO AWFUL... I'd rather just suffer through life than have to worry about ever feeling that way again, because any other failed suicide attempt would likely be just as painful, so at least the fear of what the failed attempt got me should probably keep me from trying again.