DrCrowTStarwars said:

I have not been able to speak to a living soul outside of my family in over a year and it looks like it is going to be at least another year before I get the chance.

I am 30 years old and I have no friends and no way forward, I hate life it just seems to drag on and on with no point or end in sight.

I'm not as old, but there are always people to talk to. Join a club, get a job, hell, go to the supermarket. They may not appreciate the last one, but you get my point.