I just found out today that my best friend from when I was a kid who is younger then me is getting married.

I should be happy for him but all it has done is put me in an emotional tailspin. Everyone I grew up with now has a life and a family and I am stuck living at home without a job. My funds are so low that I can't even stay in touch with any of my old friends because I don't have the money to go out and do anything with them. It has been more then a year since I was able to talk in person or do anything with a friend.

I feel really bad for feeling this way but I just can't help it, I am stuck alone in a dead end life and since I can't even get help from the government or anyone else, what I am today is all I will ever be.

Well at least I was born in an age when everyone can read, so no matter what else happens I will always have my books. Nothing can take that away, not even a lack of funds or housing.

So all in all it could be a lot worse.