Yes, while I am sorry for my teasing and picking before, I think that sometimes you need to be told to snap out of it. There are options. You actually live in a great country. It's imperfect, but there is no excuse for you not having enough to eat. There are options for anyone who is willing to put forth the effort, even if the effort is to apply for food stamps or go to a food bank. My family was just watching YouTube videos the other night about poor starving families in Africa. Look some of those up, and then count your blessings. It really could help to have some perspective.