No one will help us because on paper our family makes enough to support it's self but in reality after the bill collectors finish garnishing our paychecks there is nothing left and we have no money for food and since the fox killed off our chickens what food we do have has to go to my dad because eating properly is a condition of keeping his transplanted heart and he has to keep it so he can work. The medical bills have left us with nothing and I still can't find a job and we can not move.
None of us have eaten in three days since we ran out of eggs. We are slowly starving to death and there is nothing that can be done about it because of these medical bills. We have tried every government and charity program but they all say the same thing, we make too much money to get help. None of them take into account the medical bills we have because of my dad getting sick and now he needs a kidney transplant because the anti- organ-rejection drugs he is on for his heart have destroyed his kidneys so the bills are going to get worse and we can't get on the bad side of the hospital.
It's looking like the only hope for the rest of the family so for me to kill myself so they can eat my meat that is how bad it has gotten. Slicing open my wrists seems plesent compared to the pain of slowly starving to death.
I really hope we get nuked or something, death is the only release from the horrors of trying to survive in america with medical bills.