Hang in there, I am sure things will get better. I used to be extremely awkward but as I said personality counts for a lot.
To prove it here is a picture of me, I mean I am the most awkward looking bloated person there could be and I have a rash all over my body that you can't see, but girls who talk to me are interested in me all the time.
Hang in there because if there is hope for me then there is hope for everyone.