For once I agree with Frink. I don't think anybody wants you to die. You are better than you think you are. Do you really think nobody cares about you? Do you really think nobody gives a damn if you live or you die? You had to have made some friends when you were younger and impacted them in positive ways. Do you think they would trade that experience away? Surely someone in you family cares about you. If nothing else, know that God cares about you, and so do we the members of originaltrilogy.com
You are not a worthless lump of garbage.
Well, now that I got that off my chest, lets go back to Star Trek.