Today's the first day in 4 + years I didn't wake up and immediately get stoned. I don't know why, I'm not out or anything, I just woke up with something else on my mind and went and did that, and then now I realize it's 230 PM and I still haven't smoked yet. This is unprecedented and I usually smoke about every 1 to 2 hours. I wonder what that's about... it wasn't a conscious effort, I just didn't really feel like it today for the first time in years.

Am I going to quit? Hell naw, I'm sure I'll end up having a toke later. Perhaps I can wait til after work though.

PERHAPS.