I don't want to go back to the hospital so I don't want to try suicide again. I talked to my doctor and he talked to medicaid but they will not budge. he was already prescribing the generic cheap brands of the meds so all that is left for me to try are herds and diet but those don't work too well for people who are as messed up as I am.
Thanks for your prayers,I will keep pressing on but right now it feels pretty bad.