Jetrell Fo said:

We lost our first attempt through a miscarriage. The emotion tied to such traumas are genuine. Being excited about having a child because you want one and are willing to sacrifice to raise that child better than you were raised and then in a flash, it's done. Yeah, I felt it too. I believe it makes me a better parent to have allowed that emotion it's due.

I don't speak for anyone but myself.

Thoughts of strength and peace sent your way ender.

I'm so sorry for your loss, but I'm glad you used the experience to your benefit rather than detriment. I'm sure you are a better parent because of it. Thanks for your thoughts :)