I'm a complete and total fuckup. Even if I seem to do well, there's something that pops up, that ruins the picture and reminds me what a fucking failure I am. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.

I've repaired a couple of things in the past, a Samsung cellphone and an Ipad 3. So my sister thought she'd ask me if I wanted to fix her boyfriend's cousin's Ipad Mini and Iphone 5. Without even thinking I said yes. Well here's your mistake for the day, dumbass !

I should've checked every tutorial online beforehand. I probably would've declined had I known what I know now. The Iphone needs UV glue. The Ipad mini needs soldering to a tiny connector...... which I've fried. So now I've got the glue in the mail, and tomorrow I'll have a talk with sis to decide whether we should buy a new piece for the Ipad (preassembled, please) and who's gonna pay for it. Probably me. It oughta be me, cause I'm an idiot.

I'm so fucking frustrated these days. I can't stand it any longer. Almost every day, here I am, of course, forever attached to this glowing screen. Venting my frustration in a FPS. Doing things to myself. And I can't get no satisfaction. In every sense of the word.