I suffer from horrible anxiety and panic attacks that totally prevent me from seeing any movie in theaters, does that count?

Actually my ability to even watch movies period has become somewhat questionable. I've gotten to where sitting and doing nothing and watching something makes me extremely nervous. If I watch a movie I must also be noodling on a guitar absentmindedly or I just can't take it.

I made myself watch Fellowship of the Ring the other day without doing anything and just watching. It was extremely enjoyable and gratifying and awesome, but there were times I didn't think I was going to be able to take it.

I should probably see a doctor.