I didn't connect the dots there, so I missed that Life Dynamics did the video. Now I see what you were getting at. Having seen the video, I know the women were talking about actual abortion procedure, regardless of whether or not the post-birth abortions they mentioned were true. I find it disturbing how they do it most cases, but I'll leave it at that since I know it is a sensitive topic for you and I think I would be wasting my time.

From what I know of your story, I don't think what you did was very wrong, if it was at all. I don't know all the details, but I certainly don't hold it against you. I'm sorry you had to make a decision like that, and now that I know more of the story I understand why it was such a hard experience to deal with (not that just having a still-born child wouldn't be hard).