Jaitea said:

It was funny at that time I still always felt I was being watched by God, amazing how that was drummed into my brain from childhood.

Now everything I see on TV and on film that makes references to religion as a fact looks so dated (e.g. Star Trek the Wrath of Khan),....like they haven't caught up, it's like I had a moment of clariity and everything made sense

*shrug* If it floats your boat, the more power to you. I personally can't see eye-to-eye with that perspective. Truth be told, I find belief in a God or gods not only admirable, but beautiful.