I suppose I really only became atheist in the past couple of years, before then for about 10 years I was probably agnostic, still hanging on in fear,....just in case.
It was funny at that time I still always felt I was being watched by God, amazing how that was drummed into my brain from childhood.
Now everything I see on TV and on film that makes references to religion as a fact looks so dated (e.g. Star Trek the Wrath of Khan),....like they haven't caught up, it's like I had a moment of clariity and everything made sense
J